I am so bored... I have my own house, but there's no TV reception, and no Internet... There is basically nothing to do. So I decide to start playing Red Dead Redemption: Undead Nightmare, and now it's midnight, I'm in a new house, it's quiet except a distant rumble outside, and I'm alone for a week while Charlie is back in London...
I normally don't get creeped out by shit, but man, being alone and in a new house plays with your head.
I want to bypass senior year and just go to mortician school already. I'm not even kidding, I'm so pumped about doing this. Why the hell is there a year in the way....
Don't want to go to class tomorrow and just want to see my girlfriend. Patience though, I'll practice it.
CLASS IS ABOUT TO START AND I HAVE TO POOP REAL BAD
Dizziness is coming back.
:/
I just think about ducks until it goes away.
Why ducks? Why not?
My brain tricked me into thinking it was still Thursday.
I guess my mind's trying to tell me I wanted to be home for another day.
i wanted to make cookies but we're out of BAKING SODA
(09-02-2011, 05:02 PM)Vipershark Wrote: [ -> ]My power is out
yet you have a computer and internet ?
So I don't like myself and I don't like most people...
Could you believe I was a happy child?
so I make (shitty) Gmod videos now
but now I'm thinking it might be better if I don't do that anymore
I'm being clued in on a recent dramastorm on Youtube (and it is still going fairly strong) and I'm beginning to think I shouldn't get involved with that community
sure, making the videos are fun and all, but the last thing I need is to get involved with the stupid shit :C
So ignore the stupid shit. If you enjoy it, and it's legal, who cares?
And here I am with the same depression and fears that has been hanging over me for the past 5 1/2 years of my life.
That shit ain't even the start of my problems.
I said I don't like Farmville, and then the topic gets closed.
I think I'm cursed.