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09-17-2011, 01:23 AM
So my neighbors decided at 1:22 to start pumping loud music and a movie that's turned up obnoxiously loud. What. The. Fuck.
I want to go to bed but thats pretty much not gonna happen for awhile now at the very least.
I want to go to bed but thats pretty much not gonna happen for awhile now at the very least.
09-17-2011, 01:35 AM
So my Nana's cancer has gotten worse. Its terrible to see her like this, she's so frail and weak. Its only a matter of time.
09-17-2011, 03:00 AM
(09-16-2011, 02:59 PM)Devicho Wrote: [ -> ]I think the biggest problem is that 5 out of 7 days the only other adult in the house is my grandma who really is only here to watch the baby specifically. Then my little sisters come home from school and don't want to do anything the rest of the day. Even my mom has trouble getting them to do chores and such which is another reason I get stuck doing a bunch of it.
Ah, I used to be in the same situation, just without a baby.
My grandmother used to spend more time at my house than she did her own, and she would help with the cooking and such, but she didn't do a whole lot of cleaning. As for my sister, she didn't care if she lived in a sty, so I was left to tidy the place up.
I guess your sisters can't arrange something reasonable with you, so all I can suggest is that you stop cleaning up after them for a while, and see if that coaxes them into taking responsibility. Sorry I can't be of more help :<
(09-16-2011, 05:33 PM)Star Sock 64 3D Wrote: [ -> ]the fact that she apparently has "asian envy" and might be a huge weeaboo is kind of alarming.
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09-18-2011, 12:01 AM
to recap
-Xbox account (Panty) gets hacked
-MS autorenews an account, out $10 (was going to put gold on a diff account but THANKS FOR TAKING CARE OF IT FOR ME MS)
-Guy who hacks panty threatens all of my accounts
ps3, anyone?
-Xbox account (Panty) gets hacked
-MS autorenews an account, out $10 (was going to put gold on a diff account but THANKS FOR TAKING CARE OF IT FOR ME MS)
-Guy who hacks panty threatens all of my accounts
ps3, anyone?
09-18-2011, 10:40 AM
I can never go to my local WaWa again.
09-18-2011, 02:26 PM
Headache, heartache and earache all at the same time. Great. My usual dizziness has also been off and on like crazy today. And for some reason the tv volume was on the highest setting possible, so when I turned it on I felt like I'd been assaulted by a foghorn.
09-18-2011, 07:43 PM
I
Hate
My
Emotionally abusive
Mother.
I
want
her
out
of
my
life
Hate
My
Emotionally abusive
Mother.
I
want
her
out
of
my
life
09-18-2011, 07:52 PM
Sick of women. No homo.
09-18-2011, 09:49 PM
Welp. I left my laptop charger at home. fuck.
09-18-2011, 10:24 PM
So it turns out that having a psychotic episode during alcohol withdrawal isn't nearly as much fun as it sounds.
For those of you who haven't played the home game, a few of the side effects of alcohol withdrawal aren't that far removed from psychosis, you can get mood swings, paranoia, confusion, and even hallucinations, throw in DT's, headaches and the sweats, and it's a pretty bad cocktail for someone with a misfiring brain to start with.
I don't think I'm in any danger of relapse or compulsive behavior, but it's getting more than a little frustrating, I don't really have the faculties to explain what psychosis does to your mind, but on the basic level, the thinking level, my brain is very chaotic. I think this might accidentally be a good example, I don't think this sentence is supposed to be here.
Sorry if I'm a little jumbled, I tend to pride myself on my language but it's one of the cognitive processes that gets crippled during an episode, I'm fairly sure I've used the wrong words and terms in places already, hopefully I'll catch them all when I read this back.
I've got hallucinations, mood swings, my skin is crawling and I'd mortgage my soul for a glass of whiskey right now but I don't want to make her angry.
I won't even try to explain what's going on with my thought patterns right now, they're a little fractured and spidery, makes it hard to think straight sometimes but I can usually handle it.
From my rambling it probably sounds worse than it is, sure enough it gets uncomfortable and even scary sometimes, but I've had a lot of years to get used to it and this isn't even a ripple compared to how bad it's been before.
I'm sure I'll be fine, it's just not so easy to laugh about it until it's over.
EDIT: It took me an hour to write this? Add time dilation to the list of issues I guess.
For those of you who haven't played the home game, a few of the side effects of alcohol withdrawal aren't that far removed from psychosis, you can get mood swings, paranoia, confusion, and even hallucinations, throw in DT's, headaches and the sweats, and it's a pretty bad cocktail for someone with a misfiring brain to start with.
I don't think I'm in any danger of relapse or compulsive behavior, but it's getting more than a little frustrating, I don't really have the faculties to explain what psychosis does to your mind, but on the basic level, the thinking level, my brain is very chaotic. I think this might accidentally be a good example, I don't think this sentence is supposed to be here.
Sorry if I'm a little jumbled, I tend to pride myself on my language but it's one of the cognitive processes that gets crippled during an episode, I'm fairly sure I've used the wrong words and terms in places already, hopefully I'll catch them all when I read this back.
I've got hallucinations, mood swings, my skin is crawling and I'd mortgage my soul for a glass of whiskey right now but I don't want to make her angry.
I won't even try to explain what's going on with my thought patterns right now, they're a little fractured and spidery, makes it hard to think straight sometimes but I can usually handle it.
From my rambling it probably sounds worse than it is, sure enough it gets uncomfortable and even scary sometimes, but I've had a lot of years to get used to it and this isn't even a ripple compared to how bad it's been before.
I'm sure I'll be fine, it's just not so easy to laugh about it until it's over.
EDIT: It took me an hour to write this? Add time dilation to the list of issues I guess.
09-18-2011, 11:02 PM
^ me right now
09-18-2011, 11:28 PM
Wow Pz, that's sounds far worse then time I drank heavily while starting depression meds (which was really fucking stupid, I'm not sure if it triggered the nervous breakdown or not but still it was fucking stupid on my part). I hope you get well soon man.
Well posting here because of the party I posted about in the happy thread. Aside from drunken escapades in the WaWa and not being able to show my face there again, I apparently lead some sort of drunken parade of people around town with a golf club.... and gave away all of my cigarettes to anyone involved/went in the hot tub with me...because I was being "the tobacco candy man"(I really hope I wasn't the one who gave myself that name there). Oh and on top of of just being a general jackass like I already mentioned, the shirt that I wore there I can't wear anymore because the alcohol smell just won't come out... I still have no idea what the fuck shot gunning a beer is but apparently I did it several times, and the last couple went straight on my shirt.
EDIT:
Looked up shotgunning a beer. I'm a fucking dick for doing this.
Well posting here because of the party I posted about in the happy thread. Aside from drunken escapades in the WaWa and not being able to show my face there again, I apparently lead some sort of drunken parade of people around town with a golf club.... and gave away all of my cigarettes to anyone involved/went in the hot tub with me...because I was being "the tobacco candy man"(I really hope I wasn't the one who gave myself that name there). Oh and on top of of just being a general jackass like I already mentioned, the shirt that I wore there I can't wear anymore because the alcohol smell just won't come out... I still have no idea what the fuck shot gunning a beer is but apparently I did it several times, and the last couple went straight on my shirt.
EDIT:
Looked up shotgunning a beer. I'm a fucking dick for doing this.
09-19-2011, 03:32 PM
you know there's something wrong when you're 20 years old and you have kidney stones
edit: I crack a joke, my brother looks at me like I said something wrong, "that was a joke" "aren't jokes supposed to be funny?"
Please excuse me, brother, I forgot that you aren't capable of laughing at anything that isn't inane shit you and your friends thought up while you were high. My mistake.
editagain: can't believe I actually wrote this
edit: I crack a joke, my brother looks at me like I said something wrong, "that was a joke" "aren't jokes supposed to be funny?"
Please excuse me, brother, I forgot that you aren't capable of laughing at anything that isn't inane shit you and your friends thought up while you were high. My mistake.
editagain: can't believe I actually wrote this
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