(07-22-2011, 09:51 AM)oB2Kojjiro Mario Wrote: needless to say, I could -swear- I saw some frenzied old man in an attack position right next to my bed and it scared the everloving shit out of me
and I could swear I let out the biggest scream

I've had dreams sort of like this before.

Instead of an old man, I see an old woman. She's rather tall, and wears a cloak made of shadows. It covers her whole body, but her face is still partially visible, and she has long, clawlike fingers. Also, her eyes are missing.

She usually just stands in the corner or at the bottom of my bed, watching me, and making mild snickering noises. Sometimes, she moves around, and she's inhumanly fast in her movement. I've tried to talk to her a couple of times, which never worked. Ever since I've tried fabricating weapons to use against her but everything just passes through her like she's a ghost. Sometimes, I can barely move because of her gaze.

The last time I saw her was a few months ago, iirc.

(07-22-2011, 02:37 PM)Sengir Wrote: All the youngsters blasting music into their ears and slowly losing hearing, staring at the computer screen all day and worsening their eyesight, not exercising and watching their joints weaken...


while our generation may live the longest it will age the fastest............

You're making me feel bad... about myself... this is exactly my life...

(07-22-2011, 12:30 PM)Sol Wrote: Had my first panic attack earlier this morning

probably one of the scariest moments of my life

Panic attacks are horrible :c

If you get them again, remember to try to control your breathing. I find it helps if I associate a word with breathing in and a word with breathing out (say, 'rising' and 'falling', for example), and I just say them in my head as I breathe in and out when I feel a panic attack coming on. It helps to break the thought process of "OH NO OH NO WHAT IS HAPPENING", and it helps you try to keep your breathing slow and measured.

Just as a warning, even if you do get your breathing under control, you might still feel pretty horrible afterwards. Personally, no matter how early I manage to get it under control again, I still usually end up getting really detached and then really emotional a little while afterwards.

The most important thing is getting your breathing under control and, if possible, getting to somewhere that you feel safe.

(07-22-2011, 02:55 PM)CO2 Wrote: i meant, to a place together, not into someone's house.

as in sharing a dept.

Move into my flat with me, bro
France isn't far from the UK and I find the food better.

I went to go see Whitechapel the other day and it was AMAZING.

Why am I in this thread, then?

Because I am in even worse pain waking up than I was at the show, and I got an e-mail today saying that I have to resize all of the work that I did, with no report on if I was getting a deadline extension or not. :l

(07-22-2011, 03:19 PM)Mighty Jetters Wrote:

(07-22-2011, 02:37 PM)Sengir Wrote: All the youngsters blasting music into their ears and slowly losing hearing, staring at the computer screen all day and worsening their eyesight, not exercising and watching their joints weaken...


while our generation may live the longest it will age the fastest............

You're making me feel bad... about myself... this is exactly my life...

me too


actually i'd bet a lot of people are

(07-22-2011, 03:32 PM)Tachikoma Wrote:

(07-22-2011, 12:30 PM)Sol Wrote: Had my first panic attack earlier this morning

probably one of the scariest moments of my life

Panic attacks are horrible :c

If you get them again, remember to try to control your breathing. I find it helps if I associate a word with breathing in and a word with breathing out (say, 'rising' and 'falling', for example), and I just say them in my head as I breathe in and out when I feel a panic attack coming on. It helps to break the thought process of "OH NO OH NO WHAT IS HAPPENING", and it helps you try to keep your breathing slow and measured.

Just as a warning, even if you do get your breathing under control, you might still feel pretty horrible afterwards. Personally, no matter how early I manage to get it under control again, I still usually end up getting really detached and then really emotional a little while afterwards.

The most important thing is getting your breathing under control and, if possible, getting to somewhere that you feel safe.

Thanks! I'll definitely keep this stuff in mind if I feel one coming on again, god forbid. :x

Every time I start reading about America's health care system or economy or anything I get rather disheartened.
We're supposed to be a first-world nation but run ourselves like we're running for Miss Ass-Backwards 2011.

(07-22-2011, 03:40 PM)Chris2Balls [:B] Wrote:

(07-22-2011, 02:55 PM)CO2 Wrote: i meant, to a place together, not into someone's house.

as in sharing a dept.

Move into my flat with me, bro
France isn't far from the UK and I find the food better.

i smell SITCOM

I think I was going to have a panic attack the night before I met kosheh

I was unbelievably nervous and constantly felt like i had to puke and i started hyperventilating but I was able to stop myself and regulate my breathing
It was terrible though...

Fucking I was going to walk down to the store and right when I decide I want to it starts raining.
Also I can't even pretend I look decent in photos ever no matter who takes them, so I feel really shitty that my grandpa spent $100 of my graduation photos because I don't even fucking want them.

time moves very slow when you are really hungry i noticed

Especially when you're trying to sleep.

no matter what i do according to my mom i cant fucking win and it's so stupid

scenario a) leave room, 10 seconds in annoy someone and get told fuck off
scenario b) leave room, argue with people over stupid shit, get told fuck off
scenario c) leave room after being in room for an extended period of time, get bitched out for not leaving room, get told fuck off
scenario d) stay in room all day, get bitched at

I broke my front tooth. Yay!