I feel like I'm a complete joke to my friends.

Get ditched at a Taco Bell, and when I ask then why they ditched me, all they did was laugh in my face

And the self image issues just keep getting worse

So I hate getting sick and feeling like shit

because it doesn't couple well with my stubbornness to attend every class.

Hopefully I don't spread my shit around.

>Dreaming about better times
>Wake up, still tired and unaware of reality
>Slowly reach over to the other side of the bed
>...Nobody there
>Heart feels like ice

Also, I'm sick today.

Why am I feeling depressed all of a sudden?
Where did this come from?

Today's morning continues the streak of bad mornings. I forgot my notebook with my assignment for Math. Goddammit

How the shit do you write an Email invoice again?
Apparently it's been so long since I had a freelance contract that I've forgotten how to do the "getting paid" bit of it.

I just make a Word Document, throw a table in the middle of it, and call it a day.

(10-05-2011, 12:28 PM)Alpha Six Wrote: I just make a Word Document, throw a table in the middle of it, and call it a day.

I feel like I should get that
I don't :c

(10-05-2011, 01:16 PM)Stabsinthe Wrote: I feel like I should get that
I don't :c

Off of one of their new songs in that collaboration with Lou Reed, he shouts
"I AM THE TABLET"
and it sounds like
"I AM THE TABLE"

Okay, I feel slightly less out of touch for not getting it then, since that album's not even out yet x:

btw:

(10-05-2011, 01:27 PM)Stabsinthe Wrote: Okay, I feel slightly less out of touch for not getting it then, since that album's not even out yet x:

btw:

Yeah, they streamed one of their songs, and needless to say, I'll just wait until their next main project album. They've already got songs written or something I read.
EDIT: There's a spider just chilling in an air vent across the table from me. I really really hate spiders and the fact that it keeps disappearing and showing up yet out of my reach is really not going well with the fact that my fucking computer won't connect with or find any printers so there's another part of an assignment I can't turn in. Fucking perfect.

i ordered a new psu for my computer and it was supposed to get here today (my off day) so i'd have time to install it but it isnt here : (

haha fuck i'm so frustrated right now. i gave myself too much to do and now i'm not focusing any time on either project :')