the poop happens world we live in thread 2XXX

[Maxpphire]

So, I was supposed to go into work at 9. Guess who fell asleep in the couch due to being exhausted from lung issues and didn't wake up until 10:15. I called work to apologize and to say I'm heading in now but was told to not worry about it and stay home because I was too late.

My lungs have been acting up lately due to stress, not getting enough hours at work to purposefully sustain myself is apart of that stress and my depression is kicking in over the stress of everything in my life right now. I kinda wouldn't care if my lungs were to kill me right now as horrible a thing that is to say. I kinda feel bad about saying that because I do care about the people who care about me and I wouldn't want them to be upset on my behalf but I'm trying to change my life for the better and I'm essentually getting cocked blocked the whole time and I'm feeling pretty worthless and hopeless right now.