I keep edging on the verge of crying but I keep swallowing it back and my stomach continues to hurt. I wish I wasn't such a jackoff and would just let it out, I might actually feel better and might be able to sleep, but those thoughts just keep creeping up on me like I'm cornered.
EDIT: Fuck I really am tired, her internets shit, she'll lose connection like that, and it takes a couple of minutes to update that. Fuck fucking fuck I'm not good right now, I am not good.
EDIT2: I'm glad she got back on, I'm kind of calmed down now, was crying in bed when I noticed she came back on and gushed everything to her.
EDIT: Fuck I really am tired, her internets shit, she'll lose connection like that, and it takes a couple of minutes to update that. Fuck fucking fuck I'm not good right now, I am not good.
EDIT2: I'm glad she got back on, I'm kind of calmed down now, was crying in bed when I noticed she came back on and gushed everything to her.
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