09-27-2012, 11:28 PM
Devi, please don't. I've been there, I have tried it. Obviously it didn't work, and nothing can describe the immense amount of pain you go through (especially if you're me and you didn't do it right). Things do get better Family's are usually not really understanding about this, and from my experience as well they don't even want to help because they don't know what to do. The initial reaction is to be offensive to you to remove the blame from themselves.
I have a list of mental health issues and I can tell you, my family has not helped me in the slightest get the proper help for them and I truly wonder where I would be or how my life would be if I actually did get the proper help sooner. Go get help, move in with that friend and get away from your family for the time being. But whatever you do, DO NOT HARM OR ATTEMPT TO KILL YOURSELF.
I have a list of mental health issues and I can tell you, my family has not helped me in the slightest get the proper help for them and I truly wonder where I would be or how my life would be if I actually did get the proper help sooner. Go get help, move in with that friend and get away from your family for the time being. But whatever you do, DO NOT HARM OR ATTEMPT TO KILL YOURSELF.