10-01-2012, 08:10 PM
So I'm pretty much convinced at how much of a failure I really am.
No matter how hard I try to do anything, anything that would make me into a responsible adult, it bites me in the ass.
All this stems from the fact that I have a terrible job and they generally refuse to give me hours. So I'm not making much money. I also have health issues. That I can't even pay for because all my money goes into bills. Bills of which I can't even keep up with anymore.
I honestly don't want to exist anymore. I won't attempt anything, but that doesn't stop the feeling from being there.
No matter how hard I try to do anything, anything that would make me into a responsible adult, it bites me in the ass.
All this stems from the fact that I have a terrible job and they generally refuse to give me hours. So I'm not making much money. I also have health issues. That I can't even pay for because all my money goes into bills. Bills of which I can't even keep up with anymore.
I honestly don't want to exist anymore. I won't attempt anything, but that doesn't stop the feeling from being there.
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