Well, I think this is goodbye.

[Snessy the Duck]

Just because you've done some bad things for the site doesn't mean you should just abandon it forever. You can always try to improve yourself, and I'm sure that if you stayed here, you could become a great and respected member of the community if you were to listen to the feedback people would give you and try to become a better person. Don't give up just yet!

You may be right, but few people give me feedback here, and can a person also lock my account again for other things I've done in TSR, still it's worth it?

I'd say yes, a lot of well respected forum members (Not just on tVGR) have started out like you, so I definetly think you can become a great user if you try to fix your mistakes.