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its ozzy, im 24 ima student in college istanbul tech (i was so smart once) as industrial product designer. i've wasted a whole 5 years with drugs and parties. rn i just want to be successful and have a beautiful aesthetic life.
i prob. did every kind of job in my college years, tattoo artist, drug delaing, exhibitions except doing my homeworks. luckily tihs is my last year in uni. last year i stopped everything that makes me feel awwful and met with BLENDER!!! ive always tried to find a medium which i can use my creativity on. than something clikced on my brain "duuude, what if u use the computerr???" and then i made up my mind to be a THE FUCKING GREATEST 3d artist in my country.
rn im stuck with my parents (i love them so much), stopped doing drugs, stopped raving-partying, cut all my friendships, got cuckolded (actually no but i kinda fell in love with a girl -maybe not love just addiction to her lifestyle- then she just fucked non stp everyone).
after all this it just withdrawed badd.
TL;DR i trust the process. im just too impatient boi i want to be great from the start. but ive learnt that would never happen. i do models, i go gym and i sketch everyday. hopefully i would get i aestheticly fulfilling life and environment.
NICE TO MEET YOU GUYS!!
its ozzy, im 24 ima student in college istanbul tech (i was so smart once) as industrial product designer. i've wasted a whole 5 years with drugs and parties. rn i just want to be successful and have a beautiful aesthetic life.
i prob. did every kind of job in my college years, tattoo artist, drug delaing, exhibitions except doing my homeworks. luckily tihs is my last year in uni. last year i stopped everything that makes me feel awwful and met with BLENDER!!! ive always tried to find a medium which i can use my creativity on. than something clikced on my brain "duuude, what if u use the computerr???" and then i made up my mind to be a THE FUCKING GREATEST 3d artist in my country.
rn im stuck with my parents (i love them so much), stopped doing drugs, stopped raving-partying, cut all my friendships, got cuckolded (actually no but i kinda fell in love with a girl -maybe not love just addiction to her lifestyle- then she just fucked non stp everyone).
after all this it just withdrawed badd.
TL;DR i trust the process. im just too impatient boi i want to be great from the start. but ive learnt that would never happen. i do models, i go gym and i sketch everyday. hopefully i would get i aestheticly fulfilling life and environment.
NICE TO MEET YOU GUYS!!