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[Zero Kraid]

There are people who can help you.

Like who?

[PrettyNier]

Officials, friends, people on the forum, whoever.

[Maxpphire]

There are programs out there to teach kids like you how to live in society.

[Zero Kraid]

There are programs out there to teach kids like you how to live in society.

I hope there's something like that where I live.

[Pik]

And I didn't mean it in a bad way

[Medri Fogmatio]

Plasma Trooper,

I know you won't consider anything of my words anymore, and I never meant to hurt you in any way. I have always been taught the harsh truths of the world, and I try to have an optimistic look on life so the negitivity of the world never could take over and consume me.

I thought if I could motivate you to try your own hand in decisions in life, you could be proud of yourself and maybe enjoy life a bit more. Instead I sent you spiraling down in depression, and for that I am very sorry. I am hurt myself to know that you are in pain... It makes me ashamed for what I have said. I have been taught to do the right thing, and I thought I was by telling you the truth... but in fact I did the wrong thing by hurting you..

I don't know if you are ever going to see this, and I deserve the bitching I have got from all of you that now despise me for saying the things I said.

In short, I am sorry Plasma Trooper,

Medri

[Maxpphire]

Also people please stop bitching and yelling at Medri. From what I heard she accepted the Apology so no more yelling at him. I already yelled at him first before any of you guys did and he said sorry and understood that what he did was wrong. He does not need to be farther punished.

[PrettyNier]

Honestly;

If she even looks into programs in her area to help her fit into society or even simply make decisions herself, then in the end we've helped her.

[Josiah]

Ah, yes. Overreacting. I've done that quite a few times.

There comes a point in one's life in which one usually tends to take everything seriously, which results in much pain and misery. Now, I don't know how you feel (because I don't have AS), so right now the only advice I can give you is to stop taking everything seriously. I did not so long ago, and it helped, a lot Take what I'm saying as a suggestion, nothing more. Life isn't all monocles and sitting-up straight, you know. :P

But you should learn to depend on yourself. If you can carry yourself around and learn not to depend on others, you will have made a huge step forward.

[mozzy]

Not going to school was your first mistake.

[Badassbill]

Medri is someone else who will never change. Preachers tend to do that.

[Mewthriii]

He's right, you know

Stop making me wish I could kill myself.

okay, now before you go all self-destructive, calm down and listen to my little story.

also note that THIS is not teasing. nor intended to be hurtful. I'm on your side; hear me out.

I was in the EXACT SAME situation back at the old PT. I did not realize it at the time, but some (most) of the stuff I said was very childish. you saying your mom can make decisions for you reminded me of that. and how both you and I took helpful nudges as teasing. it's not teasing, it's not even close. I hate myself for not realizing my mistakes at the time; but learn from me-what you may think is teasing is actually very sound logic that you would do well to listen to.

Things don't spiral out of hand unless you make a scene. Nobody hates you. And your AS should be left out of it. What I notice from what you say is that you always need a crutch-you say that your mom can make your decisions, or AS caused it. Don't you want to be a free person? Making your own decisions? Don't you wan't to be able to wake up in the morning and say "I'm going to quit this summer job my mom found me because I have other plans"?

and AS-if you find yourself blowing up at one of your friends, don't say "I only did that because I have AS" say "okay, that was the wrong thing to do. I should appologise".

how you think about a situation determines the result. and there's always a wrong answer.

and again remember I'm on your side, and the advice I'm giving you is what I learned after I did what you just did. all is not lost, and if you fix things now they may never be lost.


also, I want to know where Dazz was in all of this. I don't know where this happened, but when you quoted the conversation, did you overlook anything dazz might have tried to tell you, like "plaz, let it go; take a breather"? this is a sincere question-I don't know what he did or didn't say.

[Zero Kraid]

Not going to school was your first mistake.

Blame the school for that, not me.

[Mewthriii]

again, a crutch.

can't you take responsibility for SOMETHING? I mean, as much as I want to be on your side, you're making it harder and harder for me to help you.

on the other hand, however, you are revealing the true problem quite a bit-the problem is that you do not have enough foresight to predict consequences. I would rather not encourage you, but to everyone else this is an effect of AS.

But try, right now, to see what your life will be like. If you don't do anything, that includes a job-you will be living with your parents until you get one because guarunteed they don't have the money to buy you a house. I don't care if I don't know your family, that's just a fact of life. your parents cannot and most likely will not pay for your house.

so what would it be like to live with your parents your whole life? they wouldn't be able to support you, not even with the best of 401k plans (assuming they're retired by the time you're out of high school). so you're stuck with a poor life as is. then when they die? you become a homeless.

This is truthfully what will happen if you don't take responsibility for something, ANYTHING. Do something with your life other than BSing around on forums like this and avoid this future.

[Zero Kraid]

You don't get it, do you? I was taken out of school because it was too stressful for me. The teachers were picking on me for starters! When I got angry, they locked me in a small room to try and calm me down. Idiots. That just made me worse.